I don't have much to say.
:|
I have been offered a spot in some honor roll thing for people in 2 year colleges. Hmm.
Sometimes I wish I had just gone to a 4 years college and majored in writing and media.
I'm all over the place. I know what I want, I just don't know how to get there... I am so scared of ending up as mediocrity in this life. And that seems to be where I'm heading.
If I keep walking the line I currently strut, I'll be working in video games. Not bad really. But... to say it's my passion, well.... that stretches things a bit. Idk idk idk idk.... I just want to be successful now! But I lack the self discipline to do so! Sometimes I think I just need to go crazy for a year and then sit my butt down and get to work.
I am sloth personified.
There is no rule book or instruction manual for being the next big storyteller. I need some of that ol Disney luck to seep in now. *look at me, I'm 19 and freaking out so much. I just feel time passing with me doing nothing!*
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
School has started, and now the blues set in
Yeah, the post summer blues has set in...or maybe I am just legitimately blue. I am not sure. It's been a tough summer. My relationship with my mother has been stressed. But it's not horrible.
So.
My feelings about moving out has changed. I have realized that once I move out, I will be a slightly different person. Like I can LIVE. Have people over, or IDK have a guy over without worrying or having to be embarrassed. Thats definitely been an undercover reason for not dating or having guy friends in general.
Eh.
My classes are as follows:
Pen & Ink: OMG. My 70+ yeah old teacher is so slow. She repeats constantly. And just today it took her like 7 mins to draw a simple cube. -___-
3D Modeling & Rigging: I can already tell, this class with be the root of blood shed, sweat, and many tears. But I love my teacher and of course my classmates (well idk I only know 2 [one being a good friend] and recognize a few from last semester).
Graphic Design production: The teacher is great. My ex teacher who I really didn't like is a "student" in the class. And they want me to use programs I have never used before. GREAT.
So.
My feelings about moving out has changed. I have realized that once I move out, I will be a slightly different person. Like I can LIVE. Have people over, or IDK have a guy over without worrying or having to be embarrassed. Thats definitely been an undercover reason for not dating or having guy friends in general.
Eh.
My classes are as follows:
Pen & Ink: OMG. My 70+ yeah old teacher is so slow. She repeats constantly. And just today it took her like 7 mins to draw a simple cube. -___-
3D Modeling & Rigging: I can already tell, this class with be the root of blood shed, sweat, and many tears. But I love my teacher and of course my classmates (well idk I only know 2 [one being a good friend] and recognize a few from last semester).
Graphic Design production: The teacher is great. My ex teacher who I really didn't like is a "student" in the class. And they want me to use programs I have never used before. GREAT.
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