Thought #1: I think it's incredible unfortunate how blind people are in terms of their own happiness. They convince themselves they are happy or content in their lives, relationships, friendships, etc when I can clearly see that it's not so. Though to be fair, i'm pretty blind myself. It always takes some big event to make everything click. I know what will make me happier, but it's not easily achieved and quite frankly is impossible to force.
Thought #2: I can't imagine not being a better person after this summer. I don't think I have ever been so productive in all my life. I know some freeways now, I have more confidence getting around, and I have been doing about 200% more work around the house.
Thought #3: I have some pent up artistic frustration. I need to write.
Thought #4: The other day I was listening to the song "I want you (she's so heavy)" and out loud I said "thats a sexy song". Thats a new one for me.
Thought #5: Digital cable can suck it for all I care. FFFFFFFFFF- the only good thing about the forced switch has been that now we get the game show network back.
Thought #6: Downtown Sacramento is actually kinda gorgeous. I had forgotten.
Thought #7: I realize that my IQ drops depending on who I'm talking to. Generally around my lady friends I can be sort of intellectually dominant. However I realized that with that of my male friends I tend to somehow lose 10 IQ points. I get klutzy and basically lose my own self respect. It's frustrating, I don't want to be that girl who dumbs her self down for men. I know I am an intelligent girl, but I know I become intimidated very easily by those of the same or higher intelligence (with men especially). GAHHH!!!
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