ups and downs.
It's been quite a week.
People
Conversations
Getting out of the house
FMA
hmmmmm
I need to write more instead of Skyping with Jonathon...
This has been a lazy post. Woot. Oh and btw, I lost internet twice today. Felt like the seventh circle of hell.
Friday, July 23, 2010
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Why do things happen?
It's been a while. I'm just gonna jump into this. (BTW: I got a FanFiction account here: http://www.fanfiction.net/~thevinckanator )
I have been thinking a lot lately about God, fate, destiny, etc and if all of it is real. There have been things happening and I have been wondering if it's all a plan, something pre-destined. I think I mostly wonder about the people in my life, if they are supposed to be there. The people who leave my life, are they supposed to go? Should I just let go and go with Gods will? Do I even believe there is such thing as God's will.
My circle of people have been dwindling down and it's been rough. I can say I am really close to 2 people. And there are 2 people in my life who I wish were more present, I'm not sure whats happening. I don't want them to go, they are important to me. *sigh* Friendships are incredibly important and personal to me so maybe I'm just over reacting.
I have been telling myself for the last year, just to let things happen, because if it's meant to be, it's meant to be. And for a while it brought some comfort, but now It's just making everything more confusing.
I'll just try and be positive I guess... man I can't believe I actually almost miss school. O__O
I have been thinking a lot lately about God, fate, destiny, etc and if all of it is real. There have been things happening and I have been wondering if it's all a plan, something pre-destined. I think I mostly wonder about the people in my life, if they are supposed to be there. The people who leave my life, are they supposed to go? Should I just let go and go with Gods will? Do I even believe there is such thing as God's will.
My circle of people have been dwindling down and it's been rough. I can say I am really close to 2 people. And there are 2 people in my life who I wish were more present, I'm not sure whats happening. I don't want them to go, they are important to me. *sigh* Friendships are incredibly important and personal to me so maybe I'm just over reacting.
I have been telling myself for the last year, just to let things happen, because if it's meant to be, it's meant to be. And for a while it brought some comfort, but now It's just making everything more confusing.
I'll just try and be positive I guess... man I can't believe I actually almost miss school. O__O
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